?

Log in

No account? Create an account
 
 
17 December 2010 @ 05:56 pm
I'm not one of them.  
Okay, so this has been on my mind a lot more lately. Everyone knows my feelings about the existance and practises of gay groups. That's a dead horse that I beat mercilessly anytime I open my mouth. But as of lately, I've come into contact with a new individual that takes my feelings to a whole new level. I assure you, not in a good way either.

So here's the deal. I'm not going to mention any names, for obvious reasons. So all Im going to say that she is a female and I work with her.

So I've thought she was always kind of.. well... an idiot. But a really nice girl and harmless nonetheless. I don't have very high opinions of people when I first meet them, but they usually develop into something better soon after. This girl is in no way like that. She's a lost cause, really. But she's nice, so for that reason I think that I feel the need to be nice to her and put up with her stupid lies and stories.

She entered a whole different game the other day. Lately, she's been bringing people into work that are, let's just say, less than fond of me. Whatever, no big deal. Except its everynight. Also annoying. Now I'm really starting to see some twisted alterior motive in her personality.

I recieved a texts message from her the other day. (She obtains people's cell phone numbers off of the store phone list) Asking why I didn't get along with a particular individual she frequents the store with. I simply replied that it was a long time ago and that it was a long explanation. Still persisted. Now I was starting to get a little more annoyed. I asked her why she needed to know. The next reply I got from her made something snap inside me.

"But I live off of gay drama, lol."

Yes, I might be feeding the flames even more by getting worked up by it, feeding her fire, you might say. But I will admit that I have many chips on my shoulder. This is a big one. But "gay drama?" I'm not a reality show. My life is not "The A List" or "Will and Grace."

Now for whatever reason, this girl has decided to become the phenomenon known as a "fag hag." These people are seen as both a best friend as well as a huge pain in the ass. They start drama, poke love triangles and they absoloutley love it when people fight.

Grouping me in with all the other gay people is a bad idea. I don't know what to do other than just ignore her. But when she texts my stolen number (and that's what it is, I did not give it to her) i just start to rage inside. Little mind games she plays, and like I said before, this girl is an idiot. So you can see through her like a window.

I know the games, I can play them too. But I feel a little better getting this little rant out.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed